DANCE PARTY! PLUS DESTRUCTION!

howtodietrying @ 2005-07-22T02:32:00

2005-07-22T06:38:05Z

Well now.

It's pretty early in the morning.

for you I bleed myself dry.

sooo. I've been sitting here listening to Coldplay, contemplating my desktop background and talking to Gabi the unforgettable girl.

lol.

Ha.

I went for a walk today. And I missed the moon being orange. _ \

But. It was full. So that was very good.
Annnd I submitted a picture to Jones soda and tomorrow I'm going to a movie yay!

Wow. I need a hobby. WAIT! I have one. What..was..it?

Gah.

Ummmmmmmmm

I forgot it. _ |

You know I love you so.

I love love love Coldplay. I have for a long time but I really really really do right now.

I dont have much to say. Except.....book!

haha. Wow...

I'm not sorry I met you, I'm not sorry it's over, I'm not sorry there's nothing to save

2005-07-07T01:29:32Z

Well I don't know I don't know I hope so.

Listened to Modest Mouse a lot today. The Shins too. And Doves. And the Arcade Fire. And danced around to the Killers. And to Daft Punk.
I got Daft Punk. Oh yes. I <3 Daft Punk.

You wasted life why wouldn't you waste death?

Let's see. What did I do today? Hmm. I cleaned my room. Finished Jenn's very long letter. Ate lunch at Panera. Then. Went to Sallys. Then came home. Then got blue streaks in my hair. Manic Panic After Midnight Blue streaks to be exact. Fun stuff. But. If you ddon't want a coloured bathtub and hands then don't use it. Oh and most definitely wear an old shirt. I learned that the easy way. And I just got back from a nice walk. Mhmm.

So. And Gabi apparently believes I am Jenn's brother, so no more talking to her on the phone.

Doo doo doo.

Alrighty then. I'm going to go write Gabi a very long letter and watch Garden State.

I <3 that movie.

(I was kidding about the phone thing Gabi. Even if you did think I was him.)

Whatever happened to Holden Caulfield?

2005-06-23T20:48:39Z

Seeing as I obviously faded away from this thing there's a bit to talk about now isn't there? Well. I went to Snow Patrol. Which was gorgeous. And um wonderful. I went to Alaska. That is a very long story in itself and I'm not in the mood to type it all. I started summer school. Which is VERY boring. Yea. Guess...there...wasn't...a lot to talk about.

And I have wonderful wonderful wonderful friends.

howtodietrying @ 2005-05-13T07:49:00

2005-05-13T11:50:30Z

It's been thirteen seconds since you all said I've become the apparition you predicted for my death, you said flirting brings you closer to the edge, you can bait into the water but you'll never get the hint

howtodietrying @ 2005-04-24T21:36:00

2005-04-25T01:39:40Z

Got my awesome layout from http://www.livejournal.com/community/__rawrlayouts/.

_ )

RECYCLE! RECYCLE! RECYCLE!

2005-04-22T20:59:01Z

IT's Earth Day!

howtodietrying @ 2005-04-17T08:47:00

2005-04-17T12:47:35Z

Ok. I'll keep this thing, but I'll use xanga and myspace more.

Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions

2005-04-16T15:58:19Z

Story ends right now.

Forget this thing.

Haven't been on in awhile.

2005-04-10T14:30:43Z

Been awhile since I updated this thing.

Went to the movies last night.

Not doing anything of importance today.

howtodietrying @ 2005-04-02T22:36:00

2005-04-03T03:37:59Z

you know how much it sucks to wan something you know you'll never get to have?

its so horrible.

Hey unfaithful...I will teach you to be stronger

2005-04-02T15:59:51Z

So....

It's a Saturday morning and I've got nothing to do. I am so proud of myself.

Hopefully going to be doing something today.
Although I seriously doubt it cause everytime it always falls through.

Which pretty much sucks.

Ok. It REALLY sucks. I haven't seen all of my (actually theres only a few...) friends at Timber Creek in a REALLY long time.
That's pretty bad.

I GOT ACCEPTED!!!

2005-04-02T03:07:12Z

GOT INTO DR PHILLIPS!!!

howtodietrying @ 2005-03-30T21:04:00

2005-03-31T02:04:41Z

So. Anyways.

Not much to say.

I will still use this, but mainly my xanga.

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=turn_on_the_blackout

So. Check it out.

Bored

2005-03-24T02:56:22Z

Been EXTREMELY bored today.

EXTREMELY.

Been downloading music mostly.

Got the Big Fish book. Like the movie...
It's good.

I'm done now.

howtodietrying @ 2005-03-20T22:06:00

2005-03-21T03:11:03Z

don't really like the new screen name.

Dunno why.

I'm tired of false realities.

People can lie to themselves in the most lethal of ways.

got some new sunglasses. They're pretty cool. I'm tired and don't feel too good.

howtodietrying @ 2005-03-19T21:55:00

2005-03-20T02:56:49Z

new AIM sn.
It's houses of fire.

just thought I'd let all of you know

I spent the first half of the day in the sun and am sunburned.

Too busy trying not to try

2005-03-18T13:54:13Z

I'm supposed to go see the president today.

I'm bored. I'm tired.

Why the heck am I up this early?

Goodnight

Haha. I just realized last time I posted it was 8:51 at night.

howtodietrying @ 2005-03-16T20:51:00

2005-03-17T02:16:08Z

Hmm.

Bored. Didn't go to schol today, wasn't feeling to good.

We are going on a "vacation". Yea, we're gonna go stay at my grandma's house for three or so days, when I could spend my time much better with my friends.

$2,590,860.00
That is how much I am worth. That I found at HumanForSale.com.

Interesting.

It's too late to try and too early to die.

2005-03-15T02:44:09Z

I miss a lot of people.

I really do.

I wish things would work out. I really wish people could care. People are morons.

I miss the people I used to think I wouldn't miss for a long time.

And trust me. That REALLY sucks.

So you nurse your love like a wounded dove, in the covered cage of night

2005-03-13T02:21:08Z

Bored.

Got Bright Eyes CD. Now I have both of his new ones.

Also got glasses. They're cool.

So. I'm bored.

Have stupid worthless stuff to do.

Oh well...

Breathing is a foreign task and thinking is too much to ask

2005-03-11T12:35:02Z

So....
I'm bored.

What else is new?

Don't want to go to school. Because school bores me.

What else is new?

Whatever, I'll update later.

I'm choking on my heart cause you tore it out and shoved it down my throat

2005-03-10T01:38:12Z

Today sucked really bad.

Dude, I can NOT wait till high school. I want to know if I got into to Dr. Phillips though!

I'm bored.

Everything's gotten boring these days.

I am reading the Catcher In The Rye and it is REALLY good.
I love the last two sentences...yes, I lokked...

-Don't ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody.-

That is awesome. It's true too.

While reading this book I've come to realize how many people I miss. I miss the people who said they were my friends and acted so, but weren't. I miss my friends at Timber Creek cause they don't ever talk to me anymore and never even mention me to anyone else. It's bad too, cause these are the people was positive would alwyas be my friends even when no one else would.

I can think of 2 friends that I can really talk to an I remember before that I had so many people who I could talk to and they'd actually understand me. I have lots of friends, don't get me wrong, but they don't know me. And then there's the ones who don't really seem like they want to have anything to do with me anymore. It sucks to lose people you always thought would be there. You come to the realization that if friends can't always be there, then what can?
You know what I hate? Fake people.

They make me so mad.

school is NOT fun

2005-03-09T13:02:52Z

stupid school.

I don't want to flippin go.

Nothing else to really say. I'll be back later to tell you how much my day sucked.

howtodietrying @ 2005-03-06T15:22:00

2005-03-06T20:26:04Z

Putting music on my computer.

How exciting...
I WANTED to do something this weekend but nobody would do anything with me.

So...I stayed home all day and did NOTHING important.
Slept till 11:30 today.

Dude I need a life

bored don't want to go to school

2005-03-04T12:48:24Z

bored with nothing to do.

So I thought I'd update.

Don't want to go to school. Cause school is boring. Very very very boring.

*is bored*

oh well...