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  <title>DANCE PARTY! PLUS DESTRUCTION!</title>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 22 Jul 2005 06:38:05 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Well now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s pretty early in the morning.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;for you I bleed myself dry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sooo. I&apos;ve been sitting here listening to Coldplay, contemplating my desktop background and talking to Gabi the unforgettable girl.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lol.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ha. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I went for a walk today. And I missed the moon being orange. _ \&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But. It was full. So that was very good.&lt;br /&gt;Annnd I submitted a picture to Jones soda and tomorrow I&apos;m going to a movie yay!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wow. I need a hobby. WAIT! I have one. What..was..it?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ummmmmmmmm&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I forgot it. _ |&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You know I love you  so.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I love love love Coldplay. I have for a long time but I really really really do right now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I dont have much to say. Except.....book!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;haha. Wow...</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 07 Jul 2005 01:29:32 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>I&apos;m not sorry I met you, I&apos;m not sorry it&apos;s over, I&apos;m not sorry there&apos;s nothing to save</title>
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  <description>Well I don&apos;t know I don&apos;t know I hope so.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Listened to Modest Mouse a lot today. The Shins too. And Doves. And the Arcade Fire. And danced around to the Killers. And to Daft Punk.&lt;br /&gt;I got Daft Punk. Oh yes. I &amp;lt;3 Daft Punk.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You wasted life why wouldn&apos;t you waste death?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let&apos;s see. What did I do today? Hmm. I cleaned my room. Finished Jenn&apos;s very long letter. Ate lunch at Panera. Then. Went to Sallys. Then came home. Then got blue streaks in my hair. Manic Panic After Midnight Blue streaks to be exact. Fun stuff. But. If you ddon&apos;t want a coloured bathtub and hands then don&apos;t use it. Oh and most definitely wear an old shirt. I learned that the easy way. And I just got back from a nice walk. Mhmm. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So. And Gabi apparently believes I am Jenn&apos;s brother, so no more talking to her on the phone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Doo doo doo.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Alrighty then. I&apos;m going to go write Gabi a very long letter and watch Garden State.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I &amp;lt;3 that movie.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(I was kidding about the phone thing Gabi. Even if you did think I was him.)</description>
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  <lj:mood>a lot, but pretty good overall</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 23 Jun 2005 20:48:39 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Whatever happened to Holden Caulfield?</title>
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  <description>Seeing as I obviously faded away from this thing there&apos;s a bit to talk about now isn&apos;t there? Well. I went to Snow Patrol. Which was gorgeous. And um wonderful. I went to Alaska. That is a very long story in itself and I&apos;m not in the mood to type it all. I started summer school. Which is VERY boring. Yea. Guess...there...wasn&apos;t...a lot to talk about.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I have wonderful wonderful wonderful friends.</description>
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  <lj:music>And my name&apos;s Dignan, so what? - Day At the Fair</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 13 May 2005 11:50:30 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>It&apos;s been thirteen seconds since you all said I&apos;ve become the apparition you predicted for my death, you said flirting brings you closer to the edge, you can bait into the water but you&apos;ll never get the hint</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 25 Apr 2005 01:39:40 GMT</pubDate>
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  <lj:music>Love and Some Verses - Iron &amp; Wine</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 22 Apr 2005 20:59:01 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>RECYCLE! RECYCLE! RECYCLE!</title>
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  <description>IT&apos;s Earth Day!</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 17 Apr 2005 12:47:35 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Ok. I&apos;ll keep this thing, but I&apos;ll use xanga and myspace more.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 16 Apr 2005 15:58:19 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Cause I&apos;m a wishful thinker with the worst intentions</title>
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  <description>Story ends right now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Forget this thing.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 10 Apr 2005 14:30:43 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Haven&apos;t been on in awhile.</title>
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  <description>Been awhile since I updated this thing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Went to the movies last night. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not doing anything of importance today.</description>
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  <lj:music>Cannonball - Damien Rice</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 03 Apr 2005 03:37:59 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>you know how much it sucks to wan something you know you&apos;ll never get to have?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;its so horrible.</description>
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  <lj:mood>tired of lying to myself</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 02 Apr 2005 15:59:51 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Hey unfaithful...I will teach you to be stronger</title>
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  <description>So....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s a Saturday morning and I&apos;ve got nothing to do. I am so proud of myself.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hopefully going to be doing something today.&lt;br /&gt;Although I seriously doubt it cause everytime it always falls through.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Which pretty much sucks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ok. It REALLY sucks. I haven&apos;t seen all of my (actually theres only a few...) friends at Timber Creek in a REALLY long time.&lt;br /&gt;That&apos;s pretty bad.</description>
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  <lj:music>Some Will Seek Forgiveness, Others Escape - Underoath</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 02 Apr 2005 03:07:12 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>I GOT ACCEPTED!!!</title>
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  <description>GOT INTO DR PHILLIPS!!!</description>
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  <lj:music>I Disappear - The Faint</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 31 Mar 2005 02:04:41 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>So. Anyways. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not much to say. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will still use this, but mainly my xanga. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=turn_on_the_blackout&quot;&gt;http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=turn_on_the_blackout&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So. Check it out.</description>
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  <lj:music>Recycled Air- The Postal Service</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 24 Mar 2005 02:56:22 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Bored</title>
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  <description>Been EXTREMELY bored today.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;EXTREMELY.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Been downloading music mostly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Got the Big Fish book. Like the movie...&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s good.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m done now.</description>
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  <lj:music>It&apos;s dangerous Business Walking Out Your Front Door - UO</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 21 Mar 2005 03:11:03 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>don&apos;t really like the new screen name.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dunno why.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m tired of false realities.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;People can lie to themselves in the most lethal of ways.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;got some new sunglasses. They&apos;re pretty cool. I&apos;m tired and don&apos;t feel too good.</description>
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  <lj:music>If You Leave - Nada Surf</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 20 Mar 2005 02:56:49 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>new AIM sn. &lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s houses of fire.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;just thought I&apos;d let all of you know&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I spent the first half of the day in the sun and am sunburned.</description>
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  <lj:music>Lines In Sand - Sparta</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>sunburned</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 18 Mar 2005 13:54:13 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Too busy trying not to try</title>
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  <description>I&apos;m supposed to go see the president today.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m bored. I&apos;m tired.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why the heck am I up this early?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Goodnight&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Haha. I just realized last time I posted it was 8:51 at night.</description>
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  <lj:music>What You Want - John Butler Trio</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 17 Mar 2005 02:16:08 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Hmm.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bored. Didn&apos;t go to schol today, wasn&apos;t feeling to good.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We are going on a &quot;vacation&quot;. Yea, we&apos;re gonna go stay at my grandma&apos;s house for three or so days, when I could spend my time much better with my friends.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;$2,590,860.00&lt;br /&gt;That is how much I am worth. That I found at HumanForSale.com.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Interesting.</description>
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  <lj:music>An Honest Mistake - The Bravery</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>awake to say the least</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 15 Mar 2005 02:44:09 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>It&apos;s too late to try and too early to die.</title>
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  <description>I miss a lot of people. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I really do. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wish things would work out. I really wish people could care. People are morons. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I miss the people I used to think I wouldn&apos;t miss for a long time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And trust me. That REALLY sucks.</description>
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  <lj:music>This Bitter Pill - Dashboard Confessional</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>completely out of everything</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 13 Mar 2005 02:21:08 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>So you nurse your love like a wounded dove, in the covered cage of night</title>
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  <description>Bored.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Got Bright Eyes CD. Now I have both of his new ones. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also got glasses. They&apos;re cool.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So. I&apos;m bored. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Have stupid worthless stuff to do.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh well...</description>
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  <lj:music>Arc of Time - Bright Eyes</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 11 Mar 2005 12:35:02 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Breathing is a foreign task and thinking is too much to ask</title>
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  <description>So....&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m bored.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What else is new?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Don&apos;t want to go to school. Because school bores me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What else is new?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Whatever, I&apos;ll update later.</description>
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  <lj:music>The Brilliant Dance</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>passed out on the floor</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 10 Mar 2005 01:38:12 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>I&apos;m choking on my heart cause you tore it out and shoved it down my throat</title>
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  <description>Today sucked really bad.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dude, I can NOT wait till high school. I want to know if I got into to Dr. Phillips though!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m bored. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Everything&apos;s gotten boring these days.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am reading the Catcher In The Rye and it is REALLY good. &lt;br /&gt;I love the last two sentences...yes, I lokked...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Don&apos;t ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody.-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That is awesome. It&apos;s true too.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;While reading this book I&apos;ve come to realize how many people I miss. I miss the people who said they were my friends and acted so, but weren&apos;t. I miss my friends at Timber Creek cause they don&apos;t ever talk to me anymore and never even mention me to anyone else. It&apos;s bad too, cause these are the people was positive would alwyas be my friends even when no one else would.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can think of 2 friends that I can really talk to an I remember before that I had so many people who I could talk to and they&apos;d actually understand me. I have lots of friends, don&apos;t get me wrong, but they don&apos;t know me. And then there&apos;s the ones who don&apos;t really seem like they want to have anything to do with me anymore. It sucks to lose people you always thought would be there. You come to the realization that if friends can&apos;t always be there, then what can?&lt;br /&gt;You know what I hate? Fake people.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They make me so mad.</description>
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  <lj:music>Look What You&apos;ve Done - Jet</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">Look What You&apos;ve Done - Jet</media:title>
  <lj:mood>discontent</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 09 Mar 2005 13:02:52 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>school is NOT fun</title>
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  <description>stupid school.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t want to flippin go.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nothing else to really say. I&apos;ll be back later to tell you how much my day sucked.</description>
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  <lj:music>This Bitter Pill- Dashboard Confessional</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">This Bitter Pill- Dashboard Confessional</media:title>
  <lj:mood>frustrated and tired and mad</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 06 Mar 2005 20:26:04 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Putting music on my computer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How exciting...&lt;br /&gt;I WANTED to do something this weekend but nobody would do anything with me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So...I stayed home all day and did NOTHING important.&lt;br /&gt;Slept till 11:30 today.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dude I need a life</description>
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  <lj:music>Drive Away- Gratitude</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">Drive Away- Gratitude</media:title>
  <lj:mood>bored</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 04 Mar 2005 12:48:24 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>bored don&apos;t want to go to school</title>
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  <description>bored with nothing to do.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I thought I&apos;d update.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Don&apos;t want to go to school. Cause school is boring. Very very very boring.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*is bored*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh well...</description>
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  <lj:music>Helena- My Chemical Romance</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">Helena- My Chemical Romance</media:title>
  <lj:mood>cold</lj:mood>
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